Words

Apr. 22nd, 2026 07:12 am
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For Wordy Wednesday, I present this poem which is choc-a-bloc with 'em.


“For you: anthophilous, lover of flowers” bY Reginald Dwayne Betts

For you: anthophilous, lover of flowers,
green roses, chrysanthemums, lilies: retrophilia,
philocaly, philomath, sarcophilous—all this love,
of the past, of beauty, of knowledge, of flesh; this is
catalogue & counter: philalethist, negrophile, neophile.
A negro man walks down the street, taps Newport
out against a brick wall & stares at you. Love
that: lygophilia, lithophilous. Be amongst stones,
amongst darkness. We are glass house. Philopornist,
philotechnical. Why not worship the demimonde?
Love that—a corner room, whatever is not there,
all the clutter you keep secret. Palaeophile,
ornithophilous: you, antiquarian, pollinated by birds.
All this a way to dream green rose petals on the bed you love;
petrophilous, stigmatophilia: live near rocks, tattoo hurt;
for you topophilia: what place do you love? All these words
for love (for you), all these ways to say believe
in symphily, to say let us live near each other.

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Apr. 21st, 2026 11:59 pm
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I want new yarn. I have so many ideas, including for types of crochet I haven't tried before. But I still have so much of my stash to get through. I have so many ideas for what to do with it and yet. And yet, and yet... Analysis paralysis is a real killer.

Honestly, I'm not sure what's holding me back more: Wanting to make sure I do justice to my good yarn or worrying over having to buy more cheap yarn I don't want to be able to finish a project I misjudged.

Even things I'm unequivocally excited to work on feel lesser in the moment because of the rest of it weighing on the back of my mind. Annoying, tbh.

Views & News: Minor is 15 edition

Apr. 21st, 2026 07:29 pm
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1. Last Thursday I fell at a new client's house. I missed a step from the house to garage. Went down like a sack of potatoes. I sprained my ankle. I have not sought medical care of any kind. It is less painful every day but it looks horrible. I feel like a 19th century surgeon is going to come of the wings with a saw and cut it off. The swelling is going down but the bruise seems to be moving across the foot, like jumping to the base of my toes after a couple of days. It's really disturbing. The colors. I've got range of motion but damn, it's definitely an ugly thing.

But I was asked to be a regular, so though I thought I made a horrible impression, how can I keep your spouse from falling if I can't keep myself upright, I must not have. The Tuesday client did not ask me back, though. I have my Friday guy again. So, it comes and goes as usual.

2. Minor is 15 today. He had a good time on the trip, but he continues to try my patience. For example, I bought two T-shirts from the school store ($$$, one for him, one for me) and he was given them yesterday, put them on his bag and someone stole them by the end of practice. I've got to let it go or it'll drive me crazy.

3. Last Wednesday, the man who had me paint his floor had me weed his stone walkway. I have him tomorrow. We shall see what it brings.

4. I know I am in the pre-menopausal epoch of life and so my cycle is even more erratic than it was. But it will never cease to smack me upside the head with the mood swings. Like every single cycle of my entire god forsaken life, even now, I am wondering...am I depressed? am I crazy? So tearful, so nuttily tearful. And then a couple of days later...I will get an answer. And that answer is YES.

5. Minisculus went to a friend's house on Friday so I was alone with the boys' father and he chose to work all night. We really have nothing to say to each other. Not one thing. And reinforced by the stupid ankle and hormones, I just tipped into despair. I know my fantasies of a RL friend set (friend! not lover!) are just limerence. Just limerence. But I might take an art class at the local community college in the evenings this summer. Just to do something different and maybe make a friend. (but I have made a new ARMY e-friend and that's very exciting. I watched the first episode of The Untamed because of her. It's okay. I don't need to see more).

6. The weight loss is just not happening. I feel like I have no control of anything, hobbling around, eating everything in sight. I wonder if I should quit paying for this program I'm not observing. Then I think 'one more month.' Sometimes I think weight loss has to be a part time job to result in any progress (for me).

7. I am reading Ursula Le Guin's The Disposessed and the DW book club book A Magic Steeped in Poison by Judy I. Lin. And am listening to the latest 2 Shetland series audiobooks. I tried to listen to a Vera Stanhope audiobook (I am eagering anticipating the next Matthew Ven story which should be out in the autumn--all by Ann Cleeves) but I had to nope out of it. Too much Woman Pain and I've got enough of that. I had to put Rebus on hold as the Le Guin is overdue at the library. Will I ever get to my own TBR? Sigh.

But get off the bus, Gloomy Gus! There are still good things happening.

8. Am back to doing ficlets.

9. By pure chance, I happened upon a 4-pack of my favorite facial sheet mask brand Avatara on 50% off because they were seasonal Easter flavors and one of them is called Peep the Glow which makes me smile. Another is called Spring Sparkle. Fun find. I didn't even know they existed and I am sucker for seasonal stuff.

10. I splurged on a Michael's run and bought some ephemera packs. I may be sending y'all spring cards because why not? Spread some cheer. Stop gazing at my own sorry navel and think about somone else. And there's this poem. Sometimes, I like a poem just for a line and this title, it's very good. It deserves to be the title of hardboiled/noir short story.


No Moon Floods the Memory of That Night by Etheridge Knight

No moon floods the memory of that night
only the rain I remember the cold rain
against our faces and mixing with your tears
only the rain I remember the cold rain
and your mouth soft and warm
no moon no stars no jagged pain
of lightning only my impotent tongue
and the red rage within my brain
knowing that the chilling rain was our forever
even as I tried to explain:

“A revolutionary is a doomed man
with no certainties but love and history.”
“But our children must grow up with certainties
and they will make the revolution.”
“By example we must show the way so plain
that our children can go neither right
nor left but straight to freedom.”
“No,” you said. And you left.

No moon floods the memory of that night
only the rain I remember the cold rain
and praying that like the rain
returns to the sky you would return to me again.

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Apr. 20th, 2026 08:59 pm
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First day of Lab Week~ The goodie bags they give us are still on a downward trend but, I mean, hey. Still free stuff, innit? Cute pen, bubble wand, lip balm, a sample tube of sunscreen and a little rubber bracelet. Everyone got one of four bracelet colors, which will apparently be used to round up participants for different activities during the week. I'm not super excited about that but here's hoping my group will be called when it's slow. We also got a "getting to know you" questionnaire that I completely forgot to fill out, so here's hoping also that those aren't "due" tomorrow morning or something, lol. Funny enough, they didn't give us a lunch schedule like usual, so Idk what to expect from catering. Free food is free food but they do pick a place every so often that doesn't agree with me and so it'd be nice to know if I should bring something of my own. Might as a precaution, tbh.
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My 'this day in jazz' site tells me today is the birthday of Cuban percussionist Tito Puente. Have my favorite of his songs.

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Madame la Marquise

Said Hongray de la Glaciere unto his proud Papa:
"I want to take a wife mon Père," The Marquis laughed: "Ha! Ha!
And whose, my son?" he slyly said; but Hongray with a frown
Cried, "Fi! Papa, I mean - to wed, I want to settle down."

The Marquis de la Glaciere responded with a smile;
"You're young, my boy; I much prefer that you should wait awhile."
But Hongray sighed: "I cannot wait, for I am twenty-four;
And I have met my blessed fate: I worship and adore.

Such beauty, grace and charm has she, I'm sure you will approve,
For if I live a century none other can I love."
"I have no doubt," the Marquis shrugged, "that she's a proper pet;
But has she got a decent dot, and is she of our set?"

"Her dot," said Hongray, "will suffice; her family you know.
The girl with whom I fain would splice is Mirabelle du Veau."

What made the Marquis start and stare, and clutch his perfumed beard?
Why did he stagger to a chair and murmur: "As I feared?"
Dilated were his eyes with dread, and in a voice of woe
He wailed: "My son, you cannot wed with Mirabelle du Veau."

"Why not? my Parent," Hongray cried. "Her name's without a slur.
Why should you look so horrified that I should wed with her?"
The Marquis groaned: "Unhappy lad! Forget her if you can,
And see in your respected Dad a miserable man."

"What is the matter? I repeat," said Hongray, growing hot.
"She's witty, pretty, rich and sweet... Then- mille diables!- what?"
The Marquis moaned: "Alas! that I your dreams of bliss should banish;
It happened in the days gone-by, when I was Don Juanish.

Her mother was your mother's friend, and we were much together.
Ah well! You know how such things end. (I blame it on the weather.)
We had a very sultry spell. One day, mon Dieu! I kissed her.
My son, you can't wed Mirabelle. She is... she is your sister."

 
So broken-hearted Hongray went and roamed the world around, )

By Robert Service




(reposted w. thanks from duathir in the greatpoets LJ comm, from Sept 25, 2025)

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Apr. 19th, 2026 08:37 pm
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I think this is the worst day I've had in a while in terms of doing things I want to do. It started with getting online to check email and look up a couple of things. Then it felt like I blinked and I'd wasted the entire day. Which, I mean, I guess it technically started last night when I didn't log off and go to bed when I meant to, which led to sleeping in. I didn't sleep in that long, though...

Tbf, I was able to make myself get some stuff done. Just I did a couple of things I'd been putting off and it was like that took all of my productive energy. I didn't feel depressed or anything either, just distracted for no reason. Idk.

Gonna try to get to bed early, see if I can wake up in enough time to do at least a little. It's kinda funny because early rising has never felt as natural to me but I've noticed that when I do manage an earlier start on the right foot, I tend to get more easily into the groove. Something to do with energy levels at different points, maybe.

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Apr. 18th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Ended up spending a lot more of the day than expected with my sister and the kids. We didn't even go to the library! Turned out the kids weren't ready to give up the books they'd checked out, lol. Instead, we had lunch, made sock puppets, went to the store and then had dinner. Unexpected and kiiinda inconvenient but still fun.

Puzzle: Gin (minus two)

Apr. 18th, 2026 08:54 am
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This is a nice puzzle. Unfortunately, it is missing two pieces. This is one of the puzzles I got at the swap at the library. I am not saying I didn't lose them myself, but it is possible that the puzzle itself wasn't complete. But all life is fodder, so I wrote a Sherlock Holmes ficlet for [community profile] spring_renewal for it. Ridley's Jigsaw Puzzles. Gin Lover's Jigsaw Puzzle. 500 pieces. It was not a well-constructed puzzle. The pieces didn't lock together as nicely/snugly as I prefer. I shan't be purchasing any from this company.



Title: Missing Jigsaw Puzzle Pieces
Fandom: Sherlock Holmes (ACD)
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Mrs. Hudson, Mrs. Turner, Watson, Holmes
Content Notes: domestic fluff
Prompt Being Filled: Any, Any, creative uses of [choice]
Length: 400
Rating: Gen
Summary: Mrs. Hudson is missing two jigsaw puzzle pieces.

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Apr. 17th, 2026 08:56 pm
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Glad to have finally reached the weekend! No particular plans but I am hoping to put the finishing touches on my tidying up, get a letter written, do some crochet and maybe finish one of the books I'm reading. I have homework to finish for my personal curriculum too. Pretty sure I'm going to the library tomorrow with my sister and niblings but that isn't going to be an all-day thing.

The Yarnia subscription yarn last month was a pretty, muted green and I was inspired as soon as it was in my hand. I've been sitting on a purple subscription skein for months because I couldn't put my finger on what I wanted to do with it and it looks so nice with the green. I'm going to use the two of them to make a tulip stitch bag :D I'll need to dig through my fabric scraps for something to line it with but I can worry about that later. I haven't been this excited to start a project for a minute, which feels a little silly when it's something so basic but I'll take it.

I really need to write back to my prison penpal. I've been procrastinating and I feel awful about it. I got several letters from him at once after a mail delay and so reading and responding to all that just felt overwhelming, I guess. I mailed off a short letter earlier this week so he'd know I had received his and hadn't forgotten him and would write properly soon. I might try to sketch or paint something to include as well, since he's sent me artwork before.

Reading has been slow going this month. I'm working my way through two books I didn't get around to last month, one on Mary Queen of Scots and one on Queen Elizabeth I. As you might imagine, they are each treated as very different "characters" in either book, lol. They're both kinda slow-- or at least I'm not finding them very engaging-- but I really want to get done so that I can move on to what's next in my pile.

As for my curriculum, I kinda. forgot. that I had assigned myself an essay for Clarinet, lol. At least it was always meant to be a short one. I'm gonna flip through my exercise book for inspo since it has a bunch of little informational tidbits and probably pick whatever the first thing is that looks interesting enough. I plan to write the essay out by hand but I might type it up and post it here too. We'll see! I also need to put the finishing touches on this week's transposition work, come to think of it.

Poet's Corner: Haiku by Yosa Buson

Apr. 17th, 2026 09:34 pm
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Today is National Haiku Day.

The light of a candle by Yosa Buson [translated by Edith Shiffert]

The light of a candle
is transferred to another candle—
spring twilight.

2026 Photo #8

Apr. 17th, 2026 01:22 pm
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There really could be nothing else!


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Apr. 16th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Guys, guys, guys. Some pretty interesting and even exciting listings have been leaked for next year's Transformers lineup! :D

Read more... )

Stars, and space, and absent friends

Apr. 16th, 2026 10:53 pm
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A tribute, by Sabotabby

For [personal profile] minoanmiss , in whose LJ I first saw this poem, several years ago. 

The Old Astronomer to his Pupil

Reach me down my Tycho Brahe, I would know him when we meet,
When I share my later science, sitting humbly at his feet;
He may know the law of all things, yet be ignorant of how
We are working to completion, working on from then to now.

Pray remember that I leave you all my theory complete,
Lacking only certain data for your adding, as is meet,
And remember men will scorn it, 'tis original and true,
And the obliquy of newness may fall bitterly on you.Read more... )

Here's an illustration by Charlie Bowater


"When You Were the Stars"

A Response to Sarah Williams' "The Old Astronomer to His Pupil"

You told me not to fear the dark-
that stars were born from deepest night,
and even death, you softly said,
was just a turning into light.

Your voice would echo through the dusk,
so calm, so sure, so infinite-
as if the sky itself leaned in
to listen what your soul had meant.I watched you trace Orion's belt... )
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I finally finished the poetry anthology This is the Honey edited by Kwame Alexander and now have moved onto Poetry Unbound: 50 poems to open your world edited by Pádraig Ó Tuama. This is the first one.

Wonder Woman by Ada Limón

Standing at the swell of the muddy Mississippi
after the Urgent Care doctor had just said, Well,
sometimes shit happens, I fell good and hard
for New Orleans all over again. Pain pills swirling
in the purse along with a spell for later. It’s taken
a while for me to admit, I am in a raging battle
with my body, a spinal column thirty-five degrees
bent, vertigo that comes and goes like a DC Comics
villain nobody can kill. Invisible pain is both
a blessing and a curse. You always look so happy,
said a stranger once as I shifted to my good side
grinning. But that day, alone on the riverbank,
brass blaring from the Steamboat Natchez,
out of the corner of my eye, a girl, maybe half my age,
is dressed, for no apparent reason, as Wonder Woman.
She struts by in all her strength and glory, invincible,
eternal, and when I stand to clap (because who wouldn’t),
she bows and poses like she knew I needed the myth,
—a woman, by a river, indestructible

Books - April 2026

Apr. 16th, 2026 04:06 pm
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6 books, and I'm planning on reading another when I'm away, but that will go into May.  Total books to date is 33.

The Judge's House by Georges Simenon
Maigret has been sent away from Paris, there's no indication why.  It's a small coastal town with some very strange goings on, and odd relationships.  Despite being in exile, Maigret slowly works out what has happened in a very satisfactory way.  Once more, it's a different set up and fascinating to see the way people behave.

Death of a Bookseller by Bernard J Farmer
One of the runners up for the Shedunnit book connected month.  Too long and the plot was too drawn out.

The Retired Assassin's Guide to Orchid Hunting by Naomi Kuttner
In order to read this book I had to buy a new copy, which is not something I would generally do.  However, it was so enjoyable that it was well worth it.  It's cosy crime, the second in the series, with a retired assassin, an ex-art thief, and a young man who is in contact with the ghosts of dead residents.  It's set in a small town in New Zealand, I really like the characters, and there's a cat, also, orchids.

Three Bedrooms in Manhattan by Georges Simenon
Not a Maigret this time.  It's a story of two people in Manhattan who meet and their emotions and relationship.  Very different from the other Simenon books I've read, but his grasp of character still shines through.

Broken Light by Joanne Harris
I read the book very quickly, but in the end, although the concept was really interesting, and the ideas behind it extremely relevant, I found it disappointing.  Although not a fantasy, I think it uses ideas from that genre, which is not one I enjoy, so that may have had something to do with it.

Odd One Out by Lissa Evans
I'm currently reading the library books by Lissa Evans that I haven't already read, and wasn't sure about this one to start with.  However, it was another book I read quickly - wanting to finish it before I went away - and this time I thoroughly enjoyed it.  There are a number of different individuals, each with their own story, who for different reasons are the odd one out.  Taking place in a large town, they all come to interact in different ways, and as the story unfolds, the different layers of the characters become visible, so that by the end I was wanting things to work out for all of them.


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Apr. 15th, 2026 10:16 pm
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Wip Wednesday! I got "distance" as a prompt last week and it pulled up more than I thought it would-- including a couple things I'd forgotten even starting-- but not much ended up being usable. Got something out of it, though, so here's that:

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"-- had a deal," Slipstream's voice, pitched with agitation and oddly distorted, echoed through the corridor. "I don't know what's going on--"

She cut herself off with a burst of frustrated static as Elita rounded the corner, ion gun at the ready, and whipped up her right arm to aim her own, mounted weapon. Airachnid, focus on the wall of screens in front of her, caught that arm half-way. Slipstream looked around at her with a snarl but Airachnid just tipped her head to look over her other shoulder at Elita.

“I wouldn’t risk that, if I were you,” she said, speaking so softly that Elita shouldn’t have been able to hear through the distance between them but it was as if she was speaking right into her audial. “You don’t know what you might hit.”

“What have you done?” Elita asked, cold and clear. Her voice seemed to waver in the air of the cavern, taking the power out of it. Slipstream looked almost as disturbed as Elita herself was by the sound but Airachnid just smirked.

“You should be more concerned about what I’m going to do, Autobot,” she said, sneering. Her plating flared up as if it could hide her. “Not that there’s anything you can do about it, mind you.”

From behind her, Elita heard the familiar roar of an engine. She had just enough time to snap, "Chromia, stand down!" before a brilliant blue blur streaked past her.

But the command caught her before she was halfway into the room. She braked hard and somersaulted through a transformation, landing in a battle-ready stance with her axe held steady in her hands. Elita came up alongside her in long strides, keeping her weapon trained on the two Decepticons. Chromia didn't spare her a glance. Her entire, furious focus was on Airachnid.

"Where is she?" Chromia demanded, her voice seeming to make the air itself quake. "What have you done to Flareup?"

"Airachnid affected a look of puzzlement and tapped one long claw to the side of her mouth. "Flareup?" she asked, still so softly, the very picture of polite inquiry. Then she rounded her optics and let out a fake little gasp. "Why, Chromia-- you don't mean that you've lost that little mentee of yours?" She made a series of disappointed clicking sounds. Then her lips pulled into a smirk. "Surely not after Firestar trusted you to look after her...?"

Chromia's face fell, then twisted into a snarl. This time, Elita's staying order went ignored.

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Arcee awoke to find herself staring at an unfamiliar ceiling, someone else’s charge running through her wires. She gasped as her processor lit up with alerts and warnings, emergency systems screaming.

“That’s enough,” said a voice, unknown but still somehow familiar. “Ease off. Arcee?”

With great effort, she kicked her processor into gear. It still took longer than it strictly should have to get the command to move through her processing queue. When at last it did, she found herself biting off a sound of frustration at the sight of a bulkhead. She’d turned the wrong way.

Gentle fingers under her chin led her in the right direction.

“Moonracer,” hissed the voice, “don’t just grab at her like that! She’s still disoriented!”

“Staring at the wall while she tries to talk to us isn’t going to make her less disoriented,” said, presumably, Moonracer. She came into view, all soft, soothing cool tones, as Acree’s head was rolled to the side. She was looking at her companions but turned quickly to smile at Arcee, encouraging and welcoming. “Hi! You gave us a bit of a scare.”

“I’m sorry,” she found herself answering automatically. She shifted her gaze to take in the rest of the group-- or the rest that was present anyway.

The room-- the repair bay?-- that she was in was small but she had no idea of the size of the ship or how many more there might be to this crew. For the time being, she was joined by three other mechanisms. Moonracer, hovering at her side. Her warm-colored rescuer, standing proud and handsome at a respectable distance. And, behind her, a complete stranger; her coloring was just outside the range anyone on Paradron would’ve associated with safety-- and the look on her face, suspicious and disapproving, a far cry from it.

“Don’t apologize!” Moonracer gasped. “I didn’t mean to make you do that, gosh-- we weren’t sure you’d come back online!”

“She was always going to come back online,” said the vibrant blue stranger, exasperated. “Firestar exaggerated her condition to guilt me.”

“If the tool’s in the kit, might as well use it,” Firestar said without shame. Despite the quip, the smile she bestowed upon Arcee was as warm as her coloring. Despite being painted up in the wrong end of the spectrum for a carer, she practically radiated comfort. Holding out both hands and telegraphing her every move, she moved toward the slab Arcee was laid out on. “Like Moonracer,” she gestured towards her friend, “already said-- hi. And welcome back. We weren’t properly introduced before you winked out on us; I’m Firestar. The grumpy lady behind me is Chromia. Don’t mind her too much-- that’s just her resting security officer face.”

“Thank you,” Arcee said. It wasn’t the most polite way to respond but they all knew her name already anyway. She might as well get on to the next portion of the program. She managed to dig up enough energy to smile. “I thought I was done for out there.”

Chromia’s expression twitched, just a little, before settling back into what Arcee hoped wasn’t a customary scowl.

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"I'll stay here and get repairs started," Botanica said. "My plant mode can't make the kind of distance that your beast modes can and I can try to at least give you someplace safe to bring Cheetor back to."

"Good call," Optimus acknowledged, ignoring Rattrap's whining about Botanica getting to stay behind as he crowded into the elevator with the others, Rhinox rearing up awkwardly onto his back legs to accommodate them all. "The radiation is havoc on the comms, so we'll be out of touch. Keep a watch out for us as best you can."

"Understood."

The door shut, less of a snap than Optimus was used to due to the fullness of the elevator. It was sluggish going down as well, which he supposed was better than it just dropping the lot of them to the hard ground below. They'd have to put an overhaul of the hydraulics on the list of priorities where the ship's care was concerned.

"Which way did they go?" Rhinox asked once they were outside and all moving for personal space.

"Northeast," Optimus answered readily, looking off that way across the plain and trying to spot some sign of Cheetor. He called up his telescopic vision, having to fish around for a moment for the command codes. This new form integrated far differently with his root than he was accustomed to-- but then, he'd never taken an organic mode before. Perhaps this was normal.

"Hop on," Rhinox offered, shaking himself to draw attention to the broad expanse of his back. "Bad enough he's on his own, we three should stick together."

Optimus and Rattrap followed the suggestion at speed, scrambling onto Rhinox's back. Rattrap started to slip off as they got moving-- perhaps unintentionally, perhaps not-- and Opimus grabbed him by the scruff of his neck to pull him up in front, where he was held secure by Optimus's arms on either side of him braced between Rhinox's shoulders. He made a repetitive chittering sort of noise that Optimus, leaned over him as he was, could make out even over the steady pounding of Rhinox's galloping footsteps.

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Blackarachnia shook her head and then seemed to steel herself. She looked down at Skold with all the authority she liked to pretend she had and said, "Enough of this chump patrol. Come with me."

She turned and walked away like she expected Skold to follow. And Skold did, without really thinking about it. She hesitated at the tree line and glanced back at the Darksyde. But, well, it wasn't like it had been Megatron himself to give her the assignment, right? Terrorsaur didn't have any more authority than Blackarachnia did, really. He was just loud and mean.

"Let's go," Blackarachnia called, hardly even turning her head to look over her shoulder. She waited until she heard the rustling of Skold plodding through the bushes and flipped into her alt mode.

Following Blackarachnia's lead, Skold shook a few loose leaves free from her seams as she dropped to all fours and hurried to keep up. Blackarachnia was faster and more maneuverable besides but although she acted like she didn't actually care whether Skold was following her or not, she was keeping a pace that Skold didn't lag too far behind.

Deeper and deeper into the forest she led them, offering no explanation and shutting down every attempt Skold made to ask for one. Just when Skold was about to stop and demand such an explanation, there came a cry from overhead. They both paused to look up through the foliage and could just see a shadow swoop past them high above the trees. Even from this distance, it was clear that the falcon was too big to be a natural creature here.

"That's Airazor!" Skold gasped. She flipped into root mode and swung her blaster up on instinct but Airazor was already out of sight. She wasn't attacking them-- she was headed for the Darksyde. "We have to--"

"Skold," Blackarachnia said, more plainly serious in that one syllable than Skold had ever heard her before. She was in her own root mode and looking at Skold dead on when she wheeled around to look. "Don't go back there."

"W-what?" she asked. Not a lack of confidence, for once, but a surplus of confusion.

"Don't go back there," Blackarachnia said again. She approached her; hesitantly for the first step but then with all of her usual poise and grace. "You didn't think I was coming back? It was for good reason. I'm leaving-- for good. I don't know yet where I'm going but I know that much, at least. I wouldn't have gone back at all except that I had something to go back for."

It was only through sheer force of will that Skold didn't glance around like a fool while Blackarachnia kept her gaze locked on her.

"But... I don't understand," Skold said. She twitched but she didn't draw up her blaster or turn away. "Why?"

"That is the question," Blackarachnia said. She laughed as she said it but she didn't seem to be laughing at Skold. She turned serious again and said, "You don't belong there, with them. They'd only crush you down until there was nothing left. You know that as well as I do. So why question it? Let's just go."

"What makes going with you any better?" Skold asked, her harmonics ringing clear in the glade. "You talk like you're better than them-- what am I saying, you think you're better than all of us. You might even be right. But what makes going with you any better for me?"

"I came back for you, didn't I?" Blackarachnia snapped. Her spider legs rustled on her back, the toes wiggling like she wanted to use them all to grab Skold and shake. "I didn't walk away and leave you there, when I could've. You gonna stand there and tell me that's not better than anyone else would've done?"

A low bar-- the lowest bar maybe. But Blackarachnia was still the only person who'd ever cleared it.

.

Mirage was rearranging the bottles under the counter when a presence sidled up to him, too far into his personal space even across the counter. He looked up and backed up in a fluid motion, fixing his patron with a look at once polite and reprimanding.

Getaway paid it no mind, projecting joviality as he made himself at home on the counter. “Hey there, Raj-- can I call you Raj?”

“I would prefer if you didn’t.”

A hint of laughter found its way into Getaway’s vocals but he otherwise didn’t act as though he’d heard Mirage protest. “Lemme get a repeat of that last order, would you?”

“You’re sure he hasn’t had enough?” Mirage asked even as he went about fixing up the requested drinks. They were complex things, in taste and appearance, but he still spared a glance toward Tailgate. He didn’t know the little bot well-- Getaway tended to do the talking for both of them-- but he could see him eyeing the empty glasses on their table with what looked like discomfort.

“Sure, sure-- asked before I bothered, didn’t I?” Getaway waved his concern away like exhaust fumes but leaned in a little closer too. “I’m keeping an eye on him, so don’t you worry that pretty head of yours.”

Mirage hummed noncommittally, putting the energy he might’ve wasted protesting into his work instead. He liked Getaway well enough, really-- at least someone was doing something about the Megatron situation and Mirage was gratified that it was a fellow special operative and grateful to be included. But the mech had little sense of personal space when sober and tended to forget what pocket he kept it in when tipsy. His current infringement upon Mirage’s own bubble-- when Mirage was working and Getaway himself was on a date, no less-- was only the latest in a long list of displays of his lack of decorum.

“Done,” Mirage said at last, pushing the glasses toward Getaway. He couldn’t quite help another glance over Getaway’s shoulder and frowned, grip tightening on the drink meant for Tailgate. “You’re sure he’s alright?”

Getaway looked back himself, waving when he caught Tailgate’s attention. Tailgate perked up and waved back, wobbling enough that it was visible even from the distance. Getaway laughed a little, a sound rather low on humor, before turning back. He took the drinks in hand, though Mirage didn’t relinquish them just yet.

“It’s good of you to worry, Raj, but it’s fine. We’re out of here after this round anyway, it’s just--” Getaway shot a look around and leaned in again, closing the already negligible space between them. Apparently satisfied of their privacy, he murmured, “Listen, he’s just worried about what we all are, you know? I couldn’t turn him down on just one more drink to try and get away from it.”

Mirage slacked his grip before he was entirely aware of meaning to. He probably shouldn’t-- but they did all have their reasons to be concerned, after all, and at least Tailgate had Getaway to watch out for him.

.

Ariel dodged, grunting as she hit the ground at a bad angle and gritting her dentae as she rolled with the impact anyway. She popped back up just in time to parry a blow from Alphastrike but stumbled, low level warnings popping up on her HUD as damage was registered in the armor of the shoulder she’d landed on. She scrambled to get some distance and switched her ax to her other hand.

“You took that fall badly,” Alphastrike said like Ariel didn’t know already.

The criticism and the condescension both rankled, lifting her sparse armor in a threat display that probably didn’t even register to Alphastrike. She darted forward, eager to reclaim the ground she’d lost. Too eager. The hurry made her sloppy and she telegraphed her next blow. Alphastrike had the audacity to look bored as she parried with her bare hand. Then she snatched the axe out of Ariel's hand to toss it aside.

While Ariel was still gawping at her weapon lying useless on the ground, Alphastrike lifted her off her feet and tossed her as easily as she'd tossed the axe. Ariel twisted in mid-air, bringing her arms up to protect her head, and rolled as she hit the ground so that she came back almost gracefully to her feet.

Alphastrike nodded in approval and said, "Better." It was the nicest thing she'd had to say to Ariel for the whole session.

Fear no more the heat o' the sun

Apr. 16th, 2026 12:21 am
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from Cymbeline, Act IV, Scene 2



Fear no more the heat o' the sun,
Nor the furious winter's rages;
Thou thy worldly task hast done,
Home art gone, and ta'en thy wages;
Golden lads and girls all must,
As chimney-sweepers, come to dust.

Fear no more the frown o' the great;
Thou art past the tyrant's stroke:
Care no more to clothe and eat;
To thee the reed is as the oak:
The sceptre, learning, physic, must
All follow this, and come to dust.

Fear no more the lightning-flash,
Nor the all-dreaded thunder-stone;
Fear not slander, censure rash;
Thou hast finished joy and moan;
All lovers young, all lovers must
Consign to thee, and come to dust.



Edit: The verses were set to music and sung by Loreena McKennitt. You can listen to it here.
~~
This was originally posted to the greatpoets comm in October 2010 by stillsparkling over here

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